It seems that when I blink, and a week or two fly by. How does that happen? My mom always told me that when you have kids, the clock speeds up. Since this past year has been the fastest of my life, I'm guessing that she's right!
On Monday, I took Abel and Chase to the Valentine's Day party for the home/pre schoolers at my church. The boys enjoyed the snacks and crafts, and we had fun passing out and collecting Valentine's cards. Activities like that make me even more aware of how blessed we are to live across the parking lot from our church; if we didn't, I'd have missed out on the fellowship and the boys on the fun.
Reed and I celebrated Valentine's Day with a quiet evening at home. It's nights like that I'm very appreciative that the baby goes to bed so early (truth be told, the baby goes to bed so early so we
can enjoy quiet evenings at home!) Why spend a ton of money on food I can make cheaper (and better!) here? And after Reed has a long day at work, the last thing he wants to do is go back out. I personally don't care where we are, as long as we're together. So, we celebrated the night by watching Fireproof and eating a fun dinner at home (roasted garlic green beans, balsamic fingerling potatoes, fillet mignon). And my sweet husband Reed totally surprised me with a
new cookbook. Yay!
On Tuesday Abel woke up with a fever, and by Friday Reed and I were sick, too. Pretty sure we had the flu. Thankfully, he had the day off of work on Saturday, so we've spent the weekend relaxing and enjoying each other's company. We've also spent much of Abel's nap times reading.
While one of my goals for this year was to read much more than I had last year, I'm finding that I'm much busier than I thought. If I'm not mistaken, this is week 7 of 2011. Instead of the 7 books I was hoping to have finished by now, I am nearly done book 3. That's discouraging to me, but I am glad that I'm accomplishing my goal of reading significantly more than last year. And I sure do cherish the activities that are keeping me so busy.
The first book I read this year was 'When I Don't Desire God' by John Piper. I really like subtitles (I think they're very informative) and the one for this book is 'How to Fight for Joy.' If you're familiar with Piper, you know that he loves to talk about finding our ultimate joy and satisfaction in Christ. This book is his answer to the question, "What if I don't desire God the way I should? What if I'm not satisfied in Him?" Because if we're honest, aren't there times when we all lack joy and contentment in Christ? There is so much more I could say about this book, but I'm going to let Piper speak for himself by sharing some of my favorite quotes from the book.
Chapter 9 The Focus of Prayer in the Fight for Joy
"...prayer is the revealer of the heart. What a person prays for shows the spiritual condition of the heart. If we do not pray for spiritual things (like the glory of Christ, the hallowing of God's name, the salvation of sinners, and the holiness of our hearts, and the advancement of the gospel, and contrition for sin, and the fullness of the Spirit and the coming of the kingdom, and the joy of knowing Christ), then probably it is because we do not desire those things. Which is a devastating indictment of our hearts.....How we pray reveals the desires of our hearts. And the desires of our hearts reveal what our treasure is. And if our treasure is not Christ, we will perish. 'Whoever loves father or mother more than me,' Jesus said, ' is not worthy of me, and whoever loves son or daughter more than me is not worthy of me' (Matt. 10:37)."
Chapter 11 How to Wield the World in the Fight for Joy
"The dominant link in the Bible between our gratitude and God is that God is good.... This link between our thanks and God's goodness is repeated over and over...What is most significant about this link is that our gratitude is ultimately rooted in what God is, not in what he gives.... The good gifts, like sex and food, are occasions for the gladness of gratitude. But they are not the ultimate focus of our joy. The sensation of pleasure runs up the beam of God's generosity until it stops in the goodness of God himself. I stress this because it is very easy for us to say we are thankful for the pleasures of sex and food, but never even take God into the picture. When that happens, the joy of sex and food is not joy in God, and is not spiritual, and is not an honor to God for his goodness. Enjoying God's gifts without a consciousness of God is not tribute to God himself. Unbelievers do this all the time. Therefore what Paul is teaching us here is that the proper use of physical pleasures in sex and food is that they send out hearts Godward with the joy of gratitude that finds its firmest ground in the goodness of God himself, not in his gifts. This means that if, in the providence of God, these gifts are ever taken away- perhaps by the death of a spouse or the demand for a feeding tube- the deepest joy that we had through them will not be taken away, because God is still good."
Chapter 11, here Piper quotes G. K. Chesterton first
"'[Children] always say, "Do it again" and the grown-up person does it again until he is nearly dead. For grown-up people are not strong enough to exult in monotony. But perhaps God is strong enough to exult in monotony. It is possible that God says every morning, "Do it again" to the sun; and every evening, "Do it again" to the moon. It may not be automatic necessity that makes all the daisies alike; it make be that God makes every daisy separately, but has never got tired of making them. It may be that he has the eternal appetite of infancy; for we have sinned and grown old, and our Father is younger than we.' I linger over this point- that seeing the glory of God may not require making a trip to the mountains or buying a ticket to the theater, but only opening our eyes- because I believe untold resources for mental health and spiritual joy in God lie all around us if we would but open our eyes."
Have you every read 'When I Don't Desire God'? What did you learn?